lets just talk about friendship.
to me it's about not giving up on each other
no matter the situation.
even if the person was at fault
i would still listen to her side.
and even if she was wrong
i would correct her but
i won't leave her to the sharks alone.
and it's about being open to whatever
things you have inside your mind.
without filtering any details out.
it's about having stayovers and long conversations.
it's about not being afraid to show your ugly side
to the other person
being vulnerable.
i think if you don't want to be open
in a friendship, it won't grow much.
friendship is something that you have to put effort into.
you can't just expect someone to be your bff after
one hangout or one long conversation.
yeah sure you will have a lot to talk about
but how long will that period last? 6 months maybe?
is that person the first one you call
when you have a problem?
no i don't think so.
like for example.
me and sonia we have been friends since k1
and we are still best friends up to this day.
and we have so much fun when we spend time.
i go to her house and sleep over like every week
or sometimes she comes to my house too.
and we have movies and cook stuff for each other
and we share so many things with each other.
we pray together, go to church together,
talk about life together, tell each other what
we are struggling with.
she practically knows every single detail of my life
and she never judges me at all.
and she is the first person i call for
advice or when i'm just feeling emotional
and also when i have good news! she always listen
always give advice and i really appreciate her for that.
moral of the story,
long friendship needs more than just the normal stuff.
it needs depth and time. not like talking about
the latest fashion and who's choking who
because that will die out.
okay maybe i dont make much sense
but i just hope you get what i am trying to say.
not like i am an awesome friend but i do try.
and i really treasure friendship alot.
and i get really affected if my friendships are sour.
except for the graceful person.
that one is like err. dont wanna go there.
and i really regard you as my friend.
so yah. i just really feel hurt about that.
couldn't sleep much last night.
it's just so hard when you don't really share much.
like i dont even really know u much except for a few
basic details, but i don't know what you are struggling
with, whether you are doing okay inside or what food you like..
nothing..
okay this is a stupid post
but whatever.
hate me or love me. up to you.
i am like seriously beating around the bush here.
sorry. i just can't go straight to the point.
i just can't.